Oh just piss on everything

Ok that’s it I am in a foul fucking mood. I am sick of being sick. I am sick of fucking pills and needles and stupid non specific pain. I am sick of depression and therapy and fucking around with “try this and try that”.
I hope making loud stupid noise will make me feel better although right now I’m sick of making noise too.
Just give me "cigarettes and chocolate milk" and leave me the fuck alone.